Mistakes, Regrets and Blessings

Where to start?

I moved to Cyprus in May to start a better life, 6 months in and it turns out to be my biggest mistake. 😦

Too much has gone on but in a nutshell. Loui didn’t fare well with the flight, he was traumatised by it and it took him nearly two months to get over it., we had a heatwave not seen in 30yrs that killed two people. My feet and legs swelled for two months and I couldn’t walk. I witnessed a man burn in a house fire, he died a week later. Finding part time work here is impossible. I started fostering kittens for a charity in July and that’s been a journey in itself. Will try blog about that another time.  I’ve been ripped off several times and my family have not bothered to visit me at all.

Then the final straw was when my Loui got run over and has ended up paralysed. 😢

You can read the details here and there is a link at the bottom on there to a FB page for him where I update on his progress.

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Blessings

You might be wondering how in all of this can u find anything to be grateful for?

I have met some amazing people along the way, without them, I could have never got through any of it.

The outpouring of help and support with Loui has been astounding. My friends in the UK have all contributed to Louis vet bills and check up on me most days to see how I am coping. People who I’ve only known as a name on FB have been so supportive too, not just financially but more importantly  (to me) with their prayers, positive words, advice and love.

To say I’m grateful doesn’t even cover it. Since being here I’ve been thrust into a deeper solitude than I had in UK because here I don’t have the beautiful countryside around me where we went daily to connect with nature and my many spirit allies there.

When you feel all alone and all these wonderful souls reach out to you, you realise that when you hit rock bottom there are people out there to break your fall.

That there are still genuinely caring people left on the world. It gives me hope, not just for me and my situation but for the human race as a whole.

Now my dilemma is do I stay or do I go?

Once Loui is healed I will decide but for now I’m just trying to get by each day as it comes.

Please hold us in your thoughts and hold the vision of Loui walking and healthy again.

Thank you. ❤

 

 

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21 Years Later

Dear Mum

It has been 21 years today that you left us to take your journey to reunite with creator and our ancestors.  21 years, such a long time yet at times only yesterday, the feelings still raw when our guard is down.

Were you only a year older than I am now?  It seems even more unfair now as I realise that 51 is only the start to embracing life.

You are missed daily and often in my prayers, for guidance, compassion, forgiveness, gratitude and love.

The Easter season is about resurrection to some, yet for us it was a crucifixion that has taken 21 years to come full circle and rebirth for me.  I’m sorry I am such a slow learner and procrastination being my Achilles heal but I am finally going home, in the same season that it began!

You taught me a lot mum, how to show compassion, generosity, forgiveness and love.  You also taught me how not to be, so that I may remain within the lessons of life you showed me, which are the foundation of my being.  Thank you ❤

Thank you for loving me during my ‘spirit’ episodes as a child, through my selfish teenage years and through the first 6yrs of being a mother myself. Your input to our lives has left a huge hole.

So now in my 50th year, I am following in our shared dream to live out our days on our beloved mother land.  A dream you never got to live out.  I will honour you there and carry you with me to all our favourite places, and think of you every time I see a bottle of KEO.

M – Mysterious

U – Unbeatable

M – Matriarch

I know you would be really proud of our beautiful Natasha, as I am.  She has turned out to be everything and more than what we could have hoped for after such great triple loss, she even looks like you at times.  We speak of you often to keep your memory alive and hearts connected, but, you know that don’t you.  ❤

See you soon in the Vill-Aige then we going to the Thalassa to eat Bowaton. 😉

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Love You Always

H Kori sou ❤ ❤

What Energy are we Transmitting?

Excellent post by my beautiful friend Sue ❤

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A quick watercolour I did in February when affected by the Beached Whales in NZ Link HERE

Many whom I have spoken  to lately have said how stressed and frustrated they have felt recently. The energies that are circulating are powerful, as they are awakening us to look at things from a higher perspective..

Those who are meant to move through these Changes will, and are finding themselves opening up to emotions. For some this is bringing up past events as they clear through their layers of collective baggage we have accumulated. Each layer we peel back exposes more hidden layers as we move through our emotional body.

I have not escaped these energetic frequencies either and my own recent dip was due to an overload in absorbing surrounding energies.. When you are aware of Energies, and are also aware that we are also made up of Energy, you then…

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World Peace and Prayer Day

World Peace and Prayer Day / Honouring Sacred Sites Day “All Nations, All Faiths, One Prayer” Following the birth of a White Buffalo Calf in 1994, the 19th Generation Keeper of the White Buffalo Calf Pipe of the Lakota, Dakota & Nakota Nations— Chief Arvol Looking Horse, was directed to honour the Four Directions with ceremony on Summer Solstice/June 21st. According to Lakota prophecy, the birth of “Miracle,” a female white buffalo, signalled a time of Earth changes and the coming of The Mending of the Hoop of all Nations. The Summer Solstice is said to be a powerful time to pray for peace and harmony among all Living Beings. Chief Looking Horse believes that this day of collective prayer will create an energy shift to heal the earth and achieve a universal consciousness toward obtaining peace. He believes that it is time all people understand Mother Earth is the Source of life, not a resource. WPPD has been held in the US, Costa Rica, Ireland, S Africa, Australia, Japan, Mexico, New Zealand, and Brazil. June 21st, 2017 will mark the 22nd year of World Peace and Prayer Day / Honouring Sacred Sites Day and will be held in the Hawaiian Islands and sacred sites around the world. For more info: http://worldpeaceandprayerday.com/


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*NEW – Wand – SOLD

*NEW – Wand – SOLD

Made this Lemurian Crystal Wand tonight with the last of my Hazel wood.

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12″ Hazel wood wand with Lemurian Crystal point.

Leather thong spiral with feather at the base, with Aztec charm in leather thong at the centre and fur lined around the tip.

LemurianCrystal Properties

Many people experience emotional healing while holding or Meditating with this Crystal.  It can help to strengthen concentration and balance emotions.

Meditating with a Lemurian Crystal can enable you to connect with the Divine and the Angelic realms.

Also known as Lemurian Seed Crystals. They are reputed to help retrieve information from the ancient civilization of Lemuria.


HazelWoodProperties

Hazelrepresents feminine energy. Associated with thr element of Fire, Air and Water. Man Ann an Mac Lir,the Celtic sea god considered the wood to be sacred. Aligned with the Greek Goddess of live, Aphrodite and the Celtic Goddess Danu.

MagicalProperties.

Promotes artistic ability, magical knowledge and optimism. Widely used…

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NEW* Salve

Making Salve today,will be the last batch before I leave the UK.

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Making Herbal Salve for Eczema and dry skin today.

This Salve has gone down really well with everyone who has tried it so far.

I initially made it for a client who has suffered with Eczema all her life and found the steroid creams made her ill. After 3 days of using it there was a marked difference and after two weeks it had almost gone.

I have patches of dry skin that flake on my arms and use it on those and also as a general moisturiser.

Others have used it as lip balm and recently told me that it got them through the winter without any chapped lips.

All the herbal ingredients are naturally sourced or home grown, organic and pesticide free. The base is made with Organic Coconut Oil and organic natural Beeswax with added Vitamin E.

Ingredients: Lavender, Mugwort and Calendula

It smells divine and will…

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Home Land….

Sorry ive been a bit lapse this few weeks, im busy packing, sorting Louis travel details and trying to see stuff. Am on my own with a disability, to say I need more time is an understatement. However I remembered this that I wrote 4yrs ago and figured it worth a revisit to keep me focused and maybe give everyone a little insight into my choice. ❤

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My home land awaits me, I feel her call.

I feel excited and in awe of this connection so wild and raw.

Scrambled thoughts…what of the changes, the family, the lure….

My mind drifts back to happier times, when to leave that place never entered my mind.

Connected to the land, air and sea…she is not just home, she is part of me.

I feel her pulse, I smell the sweet air, I close my eyes and am immediately there.

The sound of Crickets, of crashing waves. Car horns beeping and in the distance, a Bouzuki plays.

The scent of jasmine drifts gently on the breeze, while we sit eating Suvlaki from on our knees..

She calls me home to re-connect with that part of me that has been missing, family, friends and the land I love, I will be kissing.

borderMarch 24th 2010.

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