I once had a family, I once had standing, I once had a mother, I once had a community, I once had a career, I once had a dream, I once had financial security, I once had ambition, I once believed in humanity.
What I see now is, mistrust, multiple stab wounds in my back, betrayal, dishonesty, fake community, poverty, lies, false idols and misguided loyalties.
Yet I still hold the faith, Shine my light and live in hope that my kind heart and drive to help others, the Animal Kingdom and humanity, will one day be rewarded and my plight to remain pure in an insane world will not have been in vain.
May all beings return to wholeness, to heal from their wounds and stand in the grace once again.
Sat here surrounded by Horse nation and the winged ones, mainly Crow, the speaker of truths.
Here is what they have to say today…
Why do you undervalue yourself so much? Others, less qualified, experienced and wise, become successful by believing in themselves and the benefits of their gifts.
You don’t see a Lawyer offering 20% discount to all new clients in May, yet, you could have put yourself through law school with all your training and equipment, needed to do your work.
Yes, there will be competition, but again, do you see the lawyers bothered about that?
Most of the people who will seek you out can afford to pay what you are worth, and those that claim they can’t could maybe cut back on a bottle of wine or two if they are serious about their health.
What do you love doing? And, What do people ask for the most?
How many lives have you changed for the better? Stop staying small and thinking others are better in some way, you all have unique gifts to offer, and no one is better than anyone else.
Remember, you are a way shower, a conduit for change, a soother of souls and a vessel for healing. You are more valuable than you realise, especially now.
So stand tall like the tree, shake your mane and run free. Shake off the weight of self doubt, and fly high so that your light shines for all to see.
Shake off the fear of not surviving, those who need you will find you, and those who condemn you will soon want to collaborate.
Stay mindful, be at peace, you are loved more than you know. ❤
We will be leaving Cyprus on the 24th February after almost 5 years of highs and lows, mainly lows. The journey back is going to be a bit of a nightmare and things back in the UK are not panning out as planned. We will be moving into a camper van, a converted VW LT46 that I bought from a friend. It needs some welding doing to it and a few internal changes that he was going to do before I got back, but unfortunately he cant do it in time with his workload. No biggie really, just means that I will have to put up with less space in the van for a while, the welding I can get done elsewhere. The other issue is getting it over from Doncaster to Barnsley because it has to be insured and I will have to put him on as named driver which is around an extra £70.
So, I have made a youtube, fb page, tiktok and instagram pages solely for the camper van journey. I have been trying to learn how to edit vids for a year now and failed badly…but a friend recommended an app which i tried out last night and it seems fairly simple, I decided to trial run it by making a photo montage of my time in Cyprus, to remember the good times.
If you would like to follow our journey as we join the vanlife community, then please feel free to subscribe to my channel.
Feel the beat, breathe the rhythm. Know within that all is forgiven. Release the tension, dance and sing, fill the air with dynamic flare. Bathe in the energy of tone and tempo, as vibes of joy begin to flow. Transport your mind along the wave as it washes through you with every bass. Draw upon the spirit of the drum, and soon you will be joined by the ancient ones. 💖