21 Years Later

Dear Mum

It has been 21 years today that you left us to take your journey to reunite with creator and our ancestors.  21 years, such a long time yet at times only yesterday, the feelings still raw when our guard is down.

Were you only a year older than I am now?  It seems even more unfair now as I realise that 51 is only the start to embracing life.

You are missed daily and often in my prayers, for guidance, compassion, forgiveness, gratitude and love.

The Easter season is about resurrection to some, yet for us it was a crucifixion that has taken 21 years to come full circle and rebirth for me.  I’m sorry I am such a slow learner and procrastination being my Achilles heal but I am finally going home, in the same season that it began!

You taught me a lot mum, how to show compassion, generosity, forgiveness and love.  You also taught me how not to be, so that I may remain within the lessons of life you showed me, which are the foundation of my being.  Thank you ❤

Thank you for loving me during my ‘spirit’ episodes as a child, through my selfish teenage years and through the first 6yrs of being a mother myself. Your input to our lives has left a huge hole.

So now in my 50th year, I am following in our shared dream to live out our days on our beloved mother land.  A dream you never got to live out.  I will honour you there and carry you with me to all our favourite places, and think of you every time I see a bottle of KEO.

M – Mysterious

U – Unbeatable

M – Matriarch

I know you would be really proud of our beautiful Natasha, as I am.  She has turned out to be everything and more than what we could have hoped for after such great triple loss, she even looks like you at times.  We speak of you often to keep your memory alive and hearts connected, but, you know that don’t you.  ❤

See you soon in the Vill-Aige then we going to the Thalassa to eat Bowaton. 😉

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Love You Always

H Kori sou ❤ ❤

It all starts to Make Sense!

A little update on why I’ve been a bit absent this past few months.

I recently booked a holiday home to Cyprus in May, seen as it will be 3 years since last there and I truly miss my best friend and my homeland.  So I booked the ticket and was meant to start work the following week, however, due to my back issues they have not given me a start date as yet. Hmm I look up at the sky and ask ‘Whats going on?’

Why not go and stay there? returns to me loud and clear!

Why not I ask myself?

So mad crazy rush to organise Loui transport, blocked again! I messed up with the airline and they do not take pets. So after a week of trying to resolve this problem and going back and forth between…’Go across Land’  ‘better for Loui’ and ‘Cheapest option’, we decided that my daughter would bring him out a couple of days later..relief.:)

Then today, I was fretting over the fact that, there is no way I can sell up and sort everything by 20th April which is when the container would leave with my hopefully by then, drastically reduced possessions.

I was hoping to discuss options with my friends tonight,but due to arctic conditions we had to cancel our gathering.  Then while talking to my daughter, I realised that I had booked a holiday, not a one way ticket, what is the rush now ive made my mind up? 

I can go plant some seeds, do a bit of networking, get a cooker and a washer lol 😉                     Then come back with a renewed view, get Loui and go back if that is still what i want to do. 🙂

This is why every move and solution was getting blocked!

Thank you Universe for helping me avoid something drastic, or, for making the timings right to make it possible for something Amazing to cross our paths 🙂

As I started writing,this song came on, hence the title. Gotta love the universe 🙂 ❤

So yes the plan is still to move but will be back for a couple of weeks first ❤

Many Blessings

MWT ❤

Puppy Love

Looking for some pics to share with a friend today and found this pic of Loui that I stole from the advert where I first saw and fell in love with him.

I was looking for a Husky pup, when this little face popped up and I instantly fell in love. Rang the guy at 11pm!!

My friend Lea and I went to pick him up from Lancashire and was greeted by a psycho dog, running round in circles, lunging at my face and biting my nose.

 With heavy heart I said I couldnt take him, as I really needed a companion but when his owner told us that he had been re-homed three times already and they brought him back,  I had to take him. My heart broke for him and his crazy ways.  

He was 8months old when I got him and from being a puppy had spent 8-10hrs a day locked in the kitchen while his owners were at work. Hence his separation anxiety and high stress levels.

Its been a long road with him this past 5yrs, however, he has turned into a beautiful soul.  He still has ‘issues’ but then dont we humans too?

After my Jasper went, I didnt think I would ever bond with another dog like that. But Loui is my saviour, if it werent for him id probably still be completely crippled and totally disconnected from my beloved Gaia.

Not sure who rescued who that day but we were meant to find each other ❤

Water is Life

Water is Life

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Picture taken at Addingford in Horbury – UK

Giant Hog Weed growing from the bank by the Canal.  These are very poisonous, so if you see one DO NOT touch it.  They grow over 6ft tall and tower over their 4-5 ft relatives.

Watching these plants made me see the beauty inside even the most feared, that they hold lightness, and it reaffirmed to me that ALL life is Sacred!

They made me smile and feel joyous inside as they waved their arm in the air, ‘like they just don’t care’.  Dancing and rejoicing this thing called life, their fall from grace as winter strips them of their bounty, yet still rejoicing as they dance with their relatives in the waters of life.

Arms stretched high, caressing the wind as she carries their song to up to creator.  While they bounce along to the rhythm of their beat, connected to our mother and to father sun.

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What a beautiful sight it was to see, we stood and watched for a good while before heading on our way, with a little song in my heart and a new beat in my feet.


Many Blessings

Mni Wiconi

Mitakuye Oyasin.

MWT ❤