When I Die

When I die, can’t come soon enough for me.

When I die, there will be no more resentment from you to me.

When I die, there will be no more shame that you try to hide so plain.

When I die, there will be no one left to blame.

When I die, all I have will be yours, to give or throw away.

When I die, I will know what I sacrificed, even though you never fully realised.

When I die, I MIGHT finally have some worth, in your eyes.

When I die, it will be too late to make up for the way you treated me, repeatedly.

When I die, is the day you will grow up, suddenly.

When I die, your world will change, and my memory eventually fade.

When I die, it will be a relief from all my heartache.

When I die, my only wish is that you will finally be happy

2 thoughts on “When I Die

  1. Tragic, Maria, but genuine. In my experience, though, that rarely happens. People who have wronged us this way, who feel no regret while we live, will likely feel no remorse when we die. The only lines that then hold true are the ones about ourselves…

    And most especially, that the world itself will change when we are no longer part of it…

    Love you, wise woman!!!
    ❤️❤️❤️

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